It's been a whole year and 4 months since I have written. A roller coaster of emotions and unexpected events has taken me away from this blog and all creative outlets, my expression.
An update? Well remember that move that happened in my last post? We ended up moving back. It felt right to do so. We came back as changed people and ended up gaining a lot more than was lost.
So many experiences and memories, some crazily uplifting and some crashing lows. In the end, I feel like we were routed back and our luck has changed for the better. No gain without risk, or so they say. I am grateful for this humbling experience.
I am still processing my life and the events that have led me up to this moment. Thoughts like, "maybe I would be better of if..." and so forth. Let me tell you, if you stay in a mindset like that for very long you will only torment yourself.
I had sat among the rubble and ruins of my life for months. Not knowing if life would shine its light upon my own self destruction. To give me salvation by enveloping me with love and compassion while telling me everything was going to be OK. I waited and it eventually came. I wept tears of gratitude for this miracle.
As I picked myself up, I no longer saw an empire that had fallen by the doings of my own mind. I saw hope, opportunity, and a new beginning. I smiled and for the first time in a long time, I felt compassion for myself. This was the key to unlock the beginnings of my healing journey.
I didn't know how to share my story, let alone know how I was going to get through another day. I wasn't suicidal, but life had become pretty unbearable at times.
Tragedies still exist but it's part of life. I am learning to not let these obstacles block me, but rather help me grow and become a stronger person. In hopes that one day I will be able to reach a hand out to someone else one day and inspire them. So that they remember how truly brave and strong they are too.
On October 10, 2018 it was World Mental Health Day. While this is a beautiful gesture, we should also take this awareness with us everyday. We all know how hard life can be. Let's try to be more compassionate and kind to others. You never know how far one kind word or gesture can do for someone. Think of the last time someone did something that deeply touched your heart. How did it feel? Wouldn't you want to spread that all around? Please do pay it forward. Let us all unite.
Recently, I had a work outing and had the deepest, most lovely conversation with 2 bright lighted individuals. Speaking with them made my spirit rise and become passionate. All we did was talk about things that truly mattered to us. The deep stuff.
I was so inspired by the conversations and their stories that I wanted to express myself and start writing again. They are wonderful souls. I know they also walked away that night moved by our conversation. I dedicate this post to the two of them. Without you, I don't know when I would have written again.
A few individuals have also been encouraging me to write or have taken interest in my writing. Thank you. It truly means a lot to me.
To all of you reading thus far. Thank you for taking the time to do so. It is deeply appreciated. I don't know what this blog will turn into or what kinds of posts I will be writing going forward. But thank you for coming along with me on this journey!
What inspires you? What lifts you up and gives you life?
Much love, always,
SL
For as long as I have remembered, looking up at the stars has always brought me great joy. To connect with the universe and its grand beauty is a love I can not describe in words alone.
Today will be a very special post about a very special person. The spotlight is on my favourite artist at the moment, Michelle a.k.a. Mo'Ology.
Michelle is a Galactic Artist on Etsy. She paints so many different kinds of things in that realm. I would say her painted galaxy stones would be one of the most popular!
Her pieces speak so deeply to me that I can't help but feel amazed and speechless at times. To gaze into her wonders is to be breathless because you can feel a part of her; that's a special connection.
I purchased a galaxy necklace from her awhile ago. When I first saw it in person, I couldn't believe how much it touched me. I wear that piece with gratitude and will always cherish it.
Recently I saw her making grids on Instagram. Every so often when she's working on something, she'll ask people if they want to adopt her pieces before they're finished and customizes them for you. There was one that called to me. It's very hard to get them because of the demand. I jumped on it and was so lucky to get it! The personal meaning it has for me is unexplainable. I will have it for many years to come.
I thank Michelle for her work and the joy that she puts out in the world by her personal expression. She makes the world a much more beautiful place through her loving and magical touch.
Please do check her out on her website and instagram.
Thank you Michelle! Many blessings to you! Keep shining your light!
Much love!
This month's Goddess Provisions was exciting! A little after each box is sent out, they send you an email with a survey. Once you complete the survey you're put in a draw to win a free box. I won this month's box for free! I'm so appreciative and overjoyed, I had never won anything online before. Now on to the amazing box.
This month's theme was Free Spirited. Being Spirited Lotus, it couldn't be more fitting. The first thing I checked for was which crystal I received. You could've gotten a Fluorite wand or an Amethyst cluster. I was bummed it was Amethyst, as I've been receiving A LOT of them recently. However, the universe has spoken. It doesn't hurt that I love Amethyst too.
The next intriguing item was the Good Medicine Beauty Lab "Free" Botanical perfume. I'm not a huge fan but it's addictive. I think it's the tobacco that might be throwing me off. It's a deep, warm smell: "rich vanilla, blonde tobacco, rosewood, cinnamon, and ginger." My natural perfume collection has been growing ever since I've subscribed to Goddess Provisions.
So has my boyfriend's addiction to wanting to try all the goodies they send. This time it's the Laughing Giraffe Organics Matcha Snakaroons. I was surprised at how oily they were (as you can tell from the picture) but realized it must be the goodness of the coconut oil. To be honest, the texture and taste is like a healthy version of the chocolate bar Bounty. I wish they had more of a rich matcha flavour. The ingredients are quite clean, so you don't have to feel guilty about gobbling these bad boys up.
The next lifestyle item was a cork and faux leather card holder from Pixie Mood. It's beautiful design, there were many different kinds you could have gotten. I love this vivid blue one, on the inside it's a pretty purple! Practical yet stylish to hold all your important cards. Love!
Last but not least was what I was really hoping I got. The Eye of Horus Cosmetics liquid eyeliner. I've worn it half this week and love it more than my Zuzu Luxe one. It's easy to apply, remove, and it lasts all day too. The fine, felt tip let's you draw lines with ease and is richly pigmented. Which Goddess wouldn't want to line their eyes with an Egyptian inspired liner? You could've received this liner or the 100 Percent Pure one. I've tried that one... but I'm not a huge fan of it. It was much harder to take off and I prefer the ease of a pen than a pot. It's still an amazing liner because of the ingredients alone.
Overall, I really enjoyed this month's Free Spirit box. Almost everything took me out of my comfort zone. This box is a monthly reminder for me to do my inner work and go on a mini spiritual retreat. A huge thank you to Goddess Provisions for choosing me to be this month's winner. You guys are the best!
What are your thoughts on this month's box? What are some things that make you feel free spirited?
